We are trying to conceive, and the emotions surrounding our venture are confusing, sorrowful, hopeful, jealous, happy, ashamed, and anxious
I am finally mourning our loss. But I took too much time, everyone else has mourned and started to rebuild. I just kept going and stayed strong for everyone else, and now I can feel again. Of course we started trying as soon as the doctor said ok, because that's what we want, a family. I am scared, I am scared of loss.