I had a no/low risk exposure(received oral for a few seconds and I did not even asked for it) last year and even though the Dr. in the HIV
forum told me I have no risk for HIV
but I still cannot shake the feeling of being the first one infected through receipt of oral sex. I want to go test but too scare too even though the Dr said it is not necessary to test. I cannot talk to my family, friends, and of coz my wife on this issue because I feel so ashame of what I did.