I have been hanging on by my fingernails
As trivial as it sounds, I could only do
it from one hour <span style = 'background-color: #dae8f4'>to</span>
the next; sometimes one minute to
the next. Eventually, I "emerged" but many, many times I had setbacks.
If depression was just a chemical imbalance in your brain, we'd all be on meds and not here at the Depression Forum.
You have a right to
your feelings and I do hope that you won't OD again - by accident or intent.