I get it, you abused alcohol, which is bad enough, but you apparently abused it while taking a drug, the benzo, that is highly contraindicated if you consume more than a small amount of
alcohol,
and right now benzos are on the bad list because of the current campaign against opioid addiction -- docs are running a bit scared of aiding drug abuse. But again, do no harm, and while you abused the alcohol, the benzo was presumably prescribed because you're an anxiety sufferer. So fight back!