re all here for you, to vent with, cry
with, laugh, share
your concerns, etc...there is also an anxiety forum here, which I wanted to mention because they may be able to help you find a way to control it without seeing a dr. BUT I urge you to talk to one just because post partum depression is serious, and you should discuss your anxiety with a dr before giving birth. No one will think you're a freak, some things we just can't control, and anxiety is one of them.