But other times those same people, would start a conversation with
me, and not show any discomfort with
the way I smell
. Often times within the same day. I can't wrap my brain around this. In fact I can't wrap my brain around any of this. I really want to believe, that this is all in my head, and perhaps maybe all those years of depression have taken more of a toll on me, than I thought. However I consider myself an intelligent guy.