When I got breast cancer, all i thought about was really my
family and how much my
illness would hurt
them. to this day I feel so grateful that I was the one who got cancer, and not my sister, or mother, or one of my still young children.. It would be so much harder/painful for me, and I don't think that is just so for myself. It's just plain painful to be around a sick person all day, and you feel guilty, and sometimes you feel that you yourself don't have a right to exist, i.e.