however I did get a bit more of a realistic mental clarity while on suboxone that I didnt get from methadone
. Not having to deal with the clinic
beauracreacy, also lifted my spirits for sure.
With that said, Methadone certainly had its place in my recovery, and Im not sure I would do anything differently if given the chance. The things that I learned that 7 years in MMT were huge pre-cursors to gaining the urge to finally taking hold of this demon within.