im pretty sure i am bipolar, my manic
episodes few and far between. when im manic
, its only for a few minutes, then im mad at myself for being so happy and stupid and smiling like an idiot. most of the time im depressed, sometimes just feeling kind of sad, but most of the time im straight out depressed. i cut myself and write poetry and all that. sometimes, i hear people saying my name but then i'll turn around and there will b no one there, who knows me that is.