I slept 9 amazing hrs last night (thank god) yesterday, I mad myself stay out of the house all day. Went to
dog beach with my
dog and son. Than, took an hour walk, felt amazing!! Didn't come home til,like 9pm. Today, I feel better than ok. I'm going to my first meeting today. I'm really nervous. I've never been to a meeting so, I don't know what to expect. The old me would pop a couple of pills and go. The new me is going completely sober and vulnerable.