After many months, I realized I was spiraling out of control and got scared, so I cut myself off cold turkey
, which was complete HELL. On day two of withdrawals, I went for a long run and blew out my knee (seriously, this is my luck!?). Since then I have had two surgeries and for the last 8 months, I have been taking about 15 Norcos a day. I really want to get my life back and I want to try to have a baby as soon as my knee will allow the weight.