The stress that is upon us during pregnancy can be unberable. I know it, I have
the worse thoughts sometimes but then
the sun comes out, my babies kick me and everything seems ok. Please see a doctor no matter what decision you make, for your own sake and for the sake of the kids that you are already a mommy to. I'm happy to hear you are not considering abortion, as simple as it sounds it has such an impact on a woman's life that some can't EVER get over it.