I had an accident some years ago and fell
off the wagon with pain medication but I still knew enough
to go back
to the meetings and hang on to the people who supported me and didn't judge me. It took me a while to get clean again and get back but I am back now and, like I said, it is where my friends are (plus some other special people in my life) and it is where I can go with any problem, any time and they accept me. I don't know any place else I can do that.
I am rambling.