, my clean time, my freedom. my friends, here on mh and in ellay woopay, la chula, nature and hiking, my body, my job, my apartment, my car. my 12 step laydeez, my students, my students, and my students. muriel. working out, free weights. my hair. my arms. my sight. my hearing. coffee. my friends on mh. food. cookies. sex. cute guys. guys. books. music. my recordings, my voice. laughing. jokes. rappers. cool clothes. doc martens. my students.