I am not sure if its just my hormones but I have this insane fear that he will do the same things to me as he did last time (cheat) and I cant help but get irritated and have mood swings due to this insane
fear (
i know
I have to let things go, and
I truly have), Im not sure how to move past this looming feeling of impending doom (lol I know that sounds so dramatic) - I know there is no gaurantee that he WILL or WILL NOT do this again but yet I cant stop thinking about it.....any suggestions?