i fear no fate

But this is part of my problem i dont have unwavering faith in anything if i did life would be easier. I wish i could just say yea it was fate my dog got stolen or perhaps i could go yes it was fated i would get hurt and lose my job. It wwould be so much easier to believe and just let things go but i cant. What i do believe is that each and every person on this world is important.

Hi Im 65 yrs old and am living in fear that I will die by the age of 69 Both my parents passed away at that age,I stopped smoking and try to loose weight as my mother was a smoker to her death and Passed away due to a heart attack,My father had Bowel Cancer ,I cant sleep at night worrying that the same fate will be mine,I suffer with Panick attacks due to this worry ,I have Fibromyalgia and am constantly in a lot of pain,Does anyone else suffer with these sort of worries .?

as I posted before , I am currently 13 w 4 d and still scared that theres a chance I can still loose my baby :/ my first and last appointment was dec.4 and I got to hear my babys heartbeat , doc said everything was ok but I cant help but wonder is there still chance ? Whats a reason why someone would loose thier baby in the second trimester ?

No it wasn't Margy. I don't wish to tempt fate by doing those things, but I'm not afraid of that date. I don't go around driving on Friday the 13th, but I try not to ever go anywhere anyway. Hehehe. See what I mean? A chickenbutt.

No tips that havent been said already. I just had my myomectomy June 17, 2011 also and we are now ready to start trying again once af is gone. We plan on using the SMEP since we have two angel pregnancies already.

Pls dear friends I was diagnosed hepatitis b last yr august.I was surprised that my result came out reactive.the doctor requested that I should do other test to determine if it was chronic or acute.I did ultrasound to know how my liver was.the result came out fine except that I was diagnosed chronic.my viral load DNA was 10000.I don't really hv the result with me so I can't recall other things.the doctor told me that I shouldn't be on drug since my viral load was not too high.

When I was little my dad would take off my pants and underwear and move me to the couch, he'd already be naked. I don't remember what he'd do from there, I tried to block it out. And as a teenager he'd come into my room and touch me.. I fear him all the time, im scare he'll do it again. I can't sleep sometimes because I'm so scared. I want to tell someone so they can help me.. But I don't know who.

okay girls i went w/ the majority vote, and did it at lunch!!! GUESSSS WHAT! BFM- thats big fat MAYBE!!! It was the faintest line ever, but its there & I could see it, barely was it blue, but it was there w/in 3 minutes~ So I got a 3 pack of those 5 day early ones, which means i have 2 more, should I test again thursday and friday? or just wait till friday??? NEW POLL!!!!!!! Oh, PS After i posted this poll I got so dizzy and work, and i'm still having those af cramps and no af.

I'm am 33 years old. When I was 10 a member of my family violated me. I told my parents who thought keeping it a secret was a good idea. Maybe it was. It was never spoke of again and I thought I had buried it. I saw a gynecologist for the first time about 6 months ago and flashbacks of the feelings I had during the event came flooding back. When the appointment was over I went into the bathroom and covered my face with my shirt and went nearly hysterical.

no a friend wrote it for me. When i am sad or hurting bc of my ms i talk to him and he puts all of my feelings down in what i call ART. i'm glad you all like it i will let him know.

I have been getting by with it because I lost some weight in the beginning, but now I fear I am starting to gain a little too quickly. But, I cant get past these cravings, they comsume me all day, all I can think about it getting my hands on something sweet! Smoothies and fruit dont cut it. Anyone have a good idea for a low fat desert that hits the spot?

I do worry about my energy for the family I have now. A baby is so much work. Plus I am single. The father has no children and he would be an excellent father but he works sixty hours a week. So I know it's all in me. On the other hand I do feel fate is there and that it is a miracle. I hate the idea of abortion but now they actually just give you a pill up til nine weeks.

That is very cool!! Yes, sounds like fate. I like to hear stories like yours as it is much more romantic than mine. I practically plotted out if my husband was the one I wanted to marry. Poor guy . . . I was quite businesslike. But all's well in the end. wishing you many more years together of happiness!

Everyone just keeps telling me its not so bad as if the feel my back pain, legs cramps, i still have morning sickness. And there is no sleep. I just wanna punch ppl in the face who annoy me, giving me unwanted advice i never even asked for. My first baby seemed so much quicker. Sorry for my venting.

Doc, I forgot to say that I had two bumps on my penile shaft that started 6 days after the exposure and ? skin tear or ulceration 13 days later. These lesions lasted for 8 days. The girl had positive Hsv2 test. Does this mean i contracted herpes or is the bumps and ?ulcer due to possible hiv infection? and will possible contracting both Hsv2 and Hiv delay antibody production for hiv before the 3 month mark and cause false negative test for me.

My fate without the Adderrall would be much worse than the 350 pounds I was before. At least then I could binge eat and be okay for the night. But now I have hunger pains and food obsession so much worse than my morbidly obese days if I dont have the Adderrall. I have been going to Alcoholics Anonymous reguarly for a long time. I work the program hard but can never stay sober long. I realize now I will never be able to do it if I have to take the Adderral.

Move on, you never had a risk.

I can only give you my opinion, but as a breast cancer survivor I had cancer in both breasts and I believe what cancer ended up in what breast was fate. I know I have a hereditary component (I'm positive for BRCA2), but as to where it occurs, I think it's fate or chance.

I've recently tried having sex with another man for the first time in my life. Key word: tried. After some foreplay, he got on top of me and started pushing in; only managed the tip before I decided it hurt too much and wasn't ready, and he pulled out. This is a more recent friend - not overly close (first mistake) but we'd been talking and flirting for months. When he pushed in, he wasn't wearing a condom.

That is my biggest fear! I just do not know what to do. It is like my mind is constantly at war! I fear that if I don't get it removed, then it will definately become cancerous because I didn't remove it. I also don't want to let my OCD get stronger by not going through with the procedeure. I just don't know what to do. I have one day to decide, so any help before then would be great! Thanks!

I read a bazillion and one threads on here stating that oral sex IS NO RISK with HIV. Am I right? Could I or would I know if he had blood in his mouth and was not aware? I read that saliva is not infectious.... That true? Situation 2: I decided to try out a "spa" in another city away from me. I went there, just walked around. Didn't do Anything with anyone. Felt it was too risky a place for stds. Could I have gotten something there?

1 in 2003 year i had date with girl, in last month only i have noticed i have very small blisters in my penis skin so in february 2010 only i have tested and it shows above results. Here my question is in this period i have no sympotoms & not even single outbreak in last 7 years .but doctor saying that its low positive. so now i have HSV 2 or not ?

ve never smoked, never had alcohol, I have veeerryy regular periods! Like veryy! I test positive for ovulation on the days the apps predict I ovulate, my husband as far as im concerned is incredibly healthy too... never smoked! He hates alcohol! Like literally! And we've been trying for 4 months now... its such a shock to both of us! So we decided to go see a doctor and we did blood work and semen analysis, his sperm count was 28million/ml I think and motility was 53%.

@teak,how do i know when i got infected.the oct.RVS was neg. then later turned positive. what do i do? the confirmatory result isn't out yet. whats my fate,what about the pains am really scared.

My boyfriend and I were fooling around and he had some pre-*** on his hands. Without wiping completely, he touched my vagina but didn't actually put his fingers inside. He hadn't ejaculated earlier or anything but I'm a bit worried because he recounts (only very vaguely) that his hands were dry but yeah ...

I should have gone to meeting and that was probably my biggest mistake, the PAWS really got me and i started to forget why i got sober. I finally know where i went wrong, but it kills me that i have to do it all over again i would be about 6 months or so clean right now if i didnt... Im in day 3 of detox, i was too embarassed to post the first 3 days...The thing that is really killing me is that i have to do everything all over again...

I had a root cannel done today and my deniest always gives me a script for 30 norco. At the end of the appt I told him i didnt need it!!!!! Thats huge for me i used to make appts just to get the script so I am so proud of myself!! Just wanted to share that and thank everyone for everything i am getting my life back after 3 years!!

I am a first time mom and I have so many questions about everything. I'm sure every first time mom does. but my boyfriends family is Native American and I also am. I guess in their tribe they don't do the baby showers until after the baby has arrived and is here. I buy my baby girl everything I feel that she is going to need when she is here...

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