The last 2 nights (thats when things seem to get bad) I have felt scared of the dark, feelings of depression and paranoia, I go from
crying to ok, to yelling at my husband and
crying again in a matter of 10 minutes. These feelings aren't me, and I feel like I'm losing everything that once was me. My father is Bi polar and my sister was diagnosed with Schizophrenic tendencies and the rest of my siblings are on some sort of anti depressant. None of this is comforting.