I take em for a few days, withdrawal for a few days then screw
up again. I mean, I know what I gotta do, I know what is right, it is just so hard to
break the cycle of a 3 year addiction.
Today I actually went on some bikerides and got a lot done. The withdrawals aren't really as intense anymore as they used to be. I don't go through hardly any physical pain. Day 1 I just sleep it away.