No! You just have this Disease of Addiction
. I have apparently had this for the last 40 years from using here & there until the opiates/Methadone
really got me.
Have you been getting any out side support?? Going to meetings, church, therapist, etc..?
It is really hard work to stay clean, but I have noticed it eases up a bit as far as cravings go. BUT I could never, ever do this alon
Me, Myself and I do not get alon
g..So now I make it a WE thing.