Like, I will be sitting here, and I put a certain
band on or music, and I can see the darkness of it. I can feel the darkness of the music. I have been recently listening to this band Tool. It's like I can really relate to it, but too mch just puts this darkness inside of me that I dont want. And for the first time, I actually dont want to be a rock star. Its weird, music has always been my outlet, but now it sometimes turns bad. I dont know, has anyone else ever dealt with this?