
I NEED my last 30 lbs off now and its like i just dont have the drive to get
on the
treadmill and STAY
on like i did in the begining, now ill get
on like 4 days in a row IF IM ALLOWED CUZ I ATE and then quit cuz i feel hopeless cuz i never lose weigt anymore, even when i stayed on for months and ate right, thats why i stopped seeing my doctor a long ime ago, and you would think when im so close to being finished id be more motivated then when i had a TON to go.