but i cant get past how sudden his death is...and worst of all i cant be there
to comfort my boyfriend tonight because im going
to a soccer game dedicated to him with my freinds, while he is going to the boy who died's house with his friends....i know he needs to be with his friends and i understand that completely...but im sooo worried about him! but when im with him..i just feel like im a burden...i dont know what to do! how can i help him????