Wonder if I will feel better
to be off completely and
how long it will take. Also wonder if I am able
to quit, then I backslide, will it be worse than before, or will I basically pick up where I left off.
My closest sister died at 40, 3 years ago, due to cirrhosis from years of drinking,. (she also was a daily user of benzos and pain pills.) I wonder what physical impact just the pain pills have on a body. Does anyone here know? I have to be around for my kids and hers for a long time.