these days I'm single (I suppose it's for the best that there was no pregnancy
) so now what? If this is early
onset menopause - and it does seem to be, doesn't it – then what now for my dreams of ever being a mother? I feel like I'm fighting against an impossible time clock. I'm right around thirty, my mother did enter menopause a bit young – early forties – but nothing significant. There's no history of this in my family. I am, and have always been, slightly underweight.