there is a saying that i have posted many, many times
on here. NOTHING CHANGES IF NOTHING CHANGES. i urge you to step
up to the plate and take care of yourself...your mental self. instead of obsessing about hiv...put that energy and effort into seeking treatment for your ocd. medhelp also has a forum for ppl with ocd...and another forum for ppl suffering from anxiety. when you have a conclusive result...there ARE NO inf, ands, or buts about it. you are conclusively negative.