Now i understand. I hate this. And my tolerance is so high now, i am
in fear for my life. I have to do 3 or 4
30s or 6 or 8 15s to get my desired high anymore. I am terrified of withdrawal, because i tried to quit twice, and thought i was going to die. It felt like i was going to crawl out of my skin. So now i make sure i dont go through that. I dont want to get on methadone cuz i know people on that and it has made them crazy.