Well, this is a good place to start, as there are plenty of people here ,just like you, with some good clean time who can help you. I
hope you are
in this for the long haul and really want to get clean because if you really want it and get a good plan (meetings, counseling, working the 12 steps...etc...) then it is definetely possible. Hopefully someone will jump on here and have some encouraging words for you.