So all this started when I was 14 years old. The doctors had me on
Ativan at 14, then klonopin and serax, finally I am on
The thought of not having my xanax scares the hell out of me. When I was in my last rehab, they tried to get me off the benzo's. I had an M.I. I have asthma also. The doctor at rehab was trying to follow the nursing board guidelines, for I am a nurse with a substance abuse problem. I am on methadone. I do not abuse my xanax or methadone.