Think of how you feel now, how your head is starting to feel again, how you wake with a clear head, how
things feel now compared to
your life. It's not easy, that's why we (and you are hear.)
But remember, no matter what, go easy on yourself. You seem like your going to win, win soon, and keep on winning! If you do stumble, get back up and fight on. Most of us here have stumbled, that is part of the battle and why we are all here for encouragement helping all to fight on.