Can't my family see that I need this! I would love to walk in a room and see my husband, mom, dad, brothers, mother in law, brother in laws, sister in laws, with ther arms open to me, saying they will help me. My mom has told my brothers of my addiction, so I guess thats why they won't see me, you think it would be the other way around. I love them and their families so much. I feel like such an outcast. I guess it's not their responseability.