I've been taking adderall (at reasonable doses, but it's not my prescription), for a couple months now, and
off for most of a year. My dose and
dependency level are both higher than they have been in the past, and I'm planning to start a family, so I need to quit, and I've scheduled winter vacation to do that. However, as of the last time I stopped (lost access for a short time), I tend to become delusional and depressed to the point of suicidality when I'm in withdrawal from the stuff.