Hi,
Sounds like you're still very depressed. I've felt like you before also, and it feels bad,I know.
I would not give up, though, and I'd go back to your Doctor and let him/her know everything you've told us on this thread.
Even though you've tried many other SSRIs, I would let my Doctors(s) know what you've told us, and see what else they say. In fact, I would make an appointment today.