i am feeling very depressed, and feel like ending it now, it all started when i first noticed some white spots on my penis shaft (2spots), i first started pecking at them and white kinda like spot puss came out, then after they left the skin red and saw, but it didnt stop there i keep getting parnoid and started picking them all the time, soon nothing came out, but i felt lumps under the skin, one day ov hard picking i managed to pot it open, it was thick and long worm like thing, like a big spo