Now that it doesn tbother me like that and I have found deadmau5, skrillex, and many many more I feel that no matter how hyper, tense, or depressed I get they can bring me to some somber, calm place where my racing thoughts can no longer enter. The
songs almost pose as a reset button during the hardest of times. Songs that have little or no words and a certain euphoric feeling about them that I believe helps.