The hardest part is knowing I made him sad and his mom is sad
, I dont like seeing people sad
and it keeps making me tear up
. I know my decision is what I wanted because I have been thinking about it so long.
My mom has been a great help talking to me and my two friends down here. I just need to take a deep breath and say everything will be okay. I am just hoping the next 4 weeks will be fine and I can focus on my fieldwork.