I know for sure the Lord spared my life for a reason, although I know too I've grieved Him during times I've wanted my life
. Suicide is the ultimate form of
selfishness, since you leave all the hurting people behind while you sail on into eternity. But folks who choose to die aren't thinking clearly, anyway, are they ? My real desire is to get strong & healthy again, so I can try to help others to see the great destiny that God has for us all.