Maybe it would be better if I just went out into the Lunging Arena and let the horses hold the long halter rope around my head an make me run in
circles, and I
still wouldnt fall asleep. I
definitely dont want this to be my Demise. Havent had Sex in a year because of the frigging pills, and I know if I did now, it would propably be like the Fast and Furious and then Maybe I could fall asleep,I would just say, No cuddling, I am out.