The way I see it, this is YOUR life, no one can
pain, nor your
happiness. So live the life you choose to live. The support from family + friends helps a lot, just do for you + baby and that is all that matters, which I see your doing. Your making the best of life making it better for your self, and now baby! And no marriage is perfect, your 8 years, and I'm 7 1/2 so we are way pasymt the cupcake stage. Its going to take a lot of work, communication and understanding.