To cut a long story short I am now on low dose
a/d, one which controls my ocd, I am
a mother of 3
and I work as
a healthcare assistant (which involves body fluids). If someone had asked me 12yrs ago if I could have worked in this job I would have laughed - I never thought I would be able to get on with my life.
I just wanted to say get help if you can because if you leave it it will just escalate, identifying you have a problem is the first step.