She was 14, a lab/border collie mix, and she had some pain in her hips, but she was not acting different at all. I am shocked and puzzled about her sudden death. Could it have been something she ate? There was no vomit. She was still in her bed. Could it have been a heart attack? I'm guessing whatever it was, it caused some pain and was over. It breaks my heart that she is gone. And I am also thankful that she did not have months of suffering and pain, as she was getting older.
I'm sorry if my posting that triggered anything in anyone. I'm sorry if it was insensitive and I shoulda thought about it. It had the opposite effect on me. I'm newly clean and I watched it and thought "how disgusting" and that I never wanted to take them again. I guess we're all different.
hang in there fellow poppers! we're all doing so good!
hi my names avah and im 21 and witch im dealing with is a constant feeling gut feeling in my tummy that im going to die very very soon it just dosent go awAy its so strong and feels so real and it scare me i cant even leave my house i hate my life this feeling is the worst in the world i do have anxiety and depression but this feeling isnt a normal anxiety feeling this is the first time ive had it like i go numb it just feels like death is around the corner for me i dont know what else to do i
People come and go as they need to. We all just hope we can help anyone who wants it, just as those before us helped when we needed it.
Sometimes I just get sad and I don't know why, it is usually in the winter time and closer to February(which is when my best friend died in a car wreck). I just get scared sometimes that this depression is going to run my life, I also feel that one day I won't be able to control it and I will snap or go crazy. I am not suicidal, I do not want to die and am not ready to die yet.
I really hate seeing things about babies /toddlers getting raped, killed or beat....
Why would someone hurt something So innocent?. It breaks my heart So much.
. I could never ever!
The childrens grief is almost too much to handle. Death is a very real possibility when you are using---both friends just dropped- normal one second -gone the next. I hope I can reverse the harm these pills have done to my body. Praying for all of us!
I just finished listing some of my favorite movies and I was just thinking of one of my favorite movie quotes. Remember Doc Holliday in Tombstone when he said, "I have two guns, one for each of you !" ? That was one of my favorites. What are some of yours ?
I love my babies to death ill do time fr mine but its the pain and the stress.
s hoping he makes it to my due date march 9th.. I really dont know how to feel about it all.. Just thinking about it right now is making me upset, but sometimes it helps a bit to know you're not alone in feeling the way you do.. This might sound silly, but you should talk to your baby you might feel crazy talking to your belly, but just the simple act of talking about whatever it is that's going on in your head helps..
I agree w/ Msdelight: as sad as it is, it's an incredible wake up call. Also, sort of serendipitous that it happened while your boyfriend is in a safe environment. Since his counselor was contacted, she/he will decide what's best. Nothing else for you to do.
I know you didn't ask this, but has alanon (or naranon) been recommended to you? It's extremely important that the loved one of an addict gets support and learns to refocus on themselves.
I have been seeing quotes from others and writing quotes, and others in detox are requesting more. I know in my darkest hours that I chanted, "There is no problem so big that drugs can't make it worse." What has helped or is helping you?
God,
Grant me the serenity to
Accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can, and
Wisdom to know the difference.
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