We have never spoken, but i have seen you post on here throughout the year i have been on MH and you have not been able to stay clean. I believe smack is probably the toughest drug to quit
and in order to do so
and STAY clean you NEED help. Doing your best would be going to meetings, rehab or sticking to support like glue. Your right, there is hope as long as you don't give up, but getting clean takes WORK and SERIOUS commitment. What are you doing for your recovery?