with Daniel, was ok, got very expensive dinner that was strange and disgusting, weather was beautiful. Was awkward at the gallery restaurant. Left feeling dazed, guilty, was a waste of money. When we got home Sean's kitten was there, made me happy and giddy. Very small. Really wanted a child for a while, chest and arms and breasts felt empty. Dad came round, we all had dinner. Fidel came round after Erin and Daniel left.