Hi. My real name is Ryan Baker, i don't care who knows. I'm sorry for wasting your time with my problems, but I need to let this out. First off. I am a male 15 year old Canadian, I am transgender, I have been for about a year, but I recently realized what all the feelings I had before were. I realized I was transgender, I hated myself for it, I still do. I shunned myself and stopped talking to people for awhile, thinking they're all better then me (they all still are).