Wow, I would of thought that life is pretty good
for you, at this time, you are free of disease, you have a great wife and a career. You are involved w/vertex??? Are you not? Humm, just remember it is better to kill, than kill thyself. lol...(just kidding)..Im glad the music helps you cope. I personally dont understand what a depressed person goes through. But I have seen, what happens to them. I believe a person should take the meds, if they must...I tried to get my husband on med's.