Man, I didn't really realize what I REALLY said. you
pointed it out quite clearly- thank you
. I don't want to quit for myself. I know how stupid that sounds, I don't want to continue destroying myself, but damnit- I enjoy the vicodin. I think that most of us enjoy our "poison", and
I don't think that lying to myself and
trying to convince myself that I don't enjoy being on Vicodin will help me prevail.