My days are consumed with getting
oxycontin, doing it, making sure I have more for the morning,
and everything else revolving around
oxycontin. I am literally a slave to the drug, and I want to stop so bad, but I just feel like I can't. Every night I go to bed thinking ok, this is it, I am done, tomorrow I will start fresh and get clean, and then I wake up sick in withdrawals, and all I can think about is getting it in my system, so I can feel normal and not sick.