I hurt my back in 2010, never did any pain pills before that, but started going to a pain clinic and everything went down from there, stopped going in 2012, was ok for a month, then started buying hydro's and oxy's on the street, now cant seem to stop. Im trying to tapper down, and just wondering if anyone can help me out with what would help naturally. I DO NOT want to live my life like this anymore, when i think back on my life before it makes me emotional.