Has that happened to you? Is living
in Bangkok so traumatic for you that it raised that question
in your mind? If that is the case, I would urge you, AGAIN, to get out of country NOW.
If you can't, for some reason, leave immediately, I would suggest you find a doctor, preferrably one recommended by the American Consulate, if there is one there, and get a very thorough check up.......some of your symptoms could have a physical origin and that needs to be ruled out.