t want to believe that he would do that to me.... well long story short, I need
help getting over him. I started reading a good book, but don't have cable because it was in his name (even though I was paying for it... and everything else)... I just need help. I am bipolar, so during the day I am strong and don't call him because usually I am busy at work, but when I go home, I am so lonely. I pick up the phone and call him and let him fill my head with all kinds of bull****. HELP!