I got a kind of stomach flu Wednesday night, then my period on Thursday am, then I drove 8 hours to
Magic Mountain amusement park Thursday am with friends and kids, had some hangups, $ issues, being by the ocean, driving that long, being in LA, all of that makes me anxious anyways. Then drove the 8 hours back yesterday, after swimming for 2 days, late nights and roller coasters. I got home last night and wanted to commit myself, I felt like crying, crawling out of my skin, dizzy, all of it.